I've got lots of memories...lots...lots...which I hope I will never forget them thou some of them are sad ones. All these are invaluable experiences to me and I realised that I've grown.
I do cry a lot.I'm a crybaby and I'm someone easily touched.I realise that I do hurt others sometimes,probably in an indirect way or unintentionally.I don't wanna be a bully anymore.I want to be a simple person,just like my sister.I want to be someone who can share and spread love.I've been hurt and I'm over-protective of myself now.I've been too selffish to spread my love to others...
Listening to the music,I feel like I'm back to the past.I closed my eyes,I see myself,my 4v1 classmates,our joys and fun,my love,my pain,the change in me...last but not least,I've Grown~ Sometimes childish,sometimes mature,sometims quiet,sometimes noisy...yet the loneliness inside never leave me.Never.I seems to be controlling my tears. I'm not gonna let it fall down my cheeks...but it seems so harrddd.....
My life....full of ups and down.
*shuping sighed deeply*
Is he the one?Really?I'm so afraid.Afraid of everything.Does true love really exist?
*shuping asked herself*
I'm just so tired.So tired.Who can lend me their shoulder?
*all these ran thru shuping's mind*
I just feel like....feel like....ending now.
*shuping dropped her last line*
