23rd July, cool
These few days have been raining in the morning and weather been kinda cooling. Me, being someone who is afraid of too cold have to wear long jacket and drink warm water to keep myself warm. Body system seems to 'jam' cos been having flu since monday and till now my nose it still block. Sometimes in korean drama, I would be so envy those couple that could play in the snow together. Now come to think of it, if singapore really have 4 seasons, I think I wont be able to take it then.
Work been so so. I have already been working in soxal for about 1.5 month already. Even though I am a temp only but I could feel the stress in the finance dept. I cant imagine myself working as full time in the future with so much workload and timeline to meet within a month. I doubt I can multitask. I am so worried about what I can achieve in the future. What can I do?
Yesterday was 365 x 3 days with my boy. Yes, it was our 3rd anniversary. We may be those 'hehe haha' type in front of our friends but when only the two of us are together, at least we are more 'normal'. These 3 years was not easy. We had happy,sad,sweet bitter and sour moments for the path we took these 3 years. All the more it wasnt easy to maintain a ns relationship. Really felt happy to have the chance to meet him in the shopping arcade of NYP several years ago, get to know each other in the mrt, went out for dinner several times and finally got together on 22nd july 2005 where he pluck up him courage to ask me at west coast park. If he decide not to ask, we might not be what we are today. I've changed, he've changed too. I felt that he've changed more, more gd than bad. Whereas for me, I think my temper was kinda bad lately. Dont know why but will try to self reflect the way I treat silly boy. Hope we still have many anniversary to come...
